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Name: James
Country: United States
Metro: Sacramento
Birthday: 10/13/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: The things that catch my interest are things such as art, dancing, music, and things the Lord almighty lays on my heart for the season.
Expertise: Though I consider myself good at things, I have not fine tuned any one particular thing to where I am now an expert
Occupation: Customer service/support
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: I_O_MEGA1@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/30/2004
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| So wow.... like, long day...
....worked both jobs....
and... yeah, I done darn good....
....if I say so myself....
So, @ Starbucks....
....the AC dies....
..just all of a sudden stops workin...
...and it'ls like, 100 plus outside.
....So I pretty much handled it like a pro....
...put everything dairy away, told all the partners to put everything
that could spoil away as soon as they were done using it (in a fridge)
same with the ice... covered
...filled up iced waters for all the partners and told them to keep hydrated....
....than call our FSC helpline... they walked me through all the troubleshooting...
....nothing worked...
...so they were going to come out on the 35th and have it resolved by the 26th...
...and I was like...
HA... not happening...
....so told them to uprgrade the status and have them come out within 24 hours.... (which costs much more)
....they said ok, we'll call you back within 4 hours and let you know an ETA...
....3 hours go by and the store is humid... like really humid, and it's at about 95 degrees...
....so I call my DM and I'm like... yeah
.... here's the situation....
... so he calls and asks them what the eta is...
....and they tell him tomorrow...
so he calls back and tells me to close the store...
DONE...
hhaha
So than I go to my other job...
...and for the past week our owner has been a real... ASS
...and so morale of the store is low...
...no one really wants to work there anymore...
...and I start talking with our Assistant Manager.. and he's tired of it, but afraid to say anythin to him....
...so I'm like... screw it... I can afford to lose this job....
...and I go talk to him, he spills why and what...
....and than I spill all of my stuff... like
...ya gotta be balanced, ave fun, but be authoritative...
....no one wants to work for someone who is always hard on them and makes em feel crappy...
...I told him.... you set the tone for the way this store is
run.... if you're a hardass all the time about stupid little
things... no one is gonna wanna work here...
He says well, ok... than let em go... just weeding out the bad ones...
...and I'm like.. NO... you can't run a business like that, ya gotta develop people...
...you play it like that, you're gonna lose all your hard workers too...
So anyways... after the conversation.... the feel throughout the whole store changes...
...and we all start laughing and having a good time...
...and I realized how much of an influence I have in....
...not only did I change the owners outlook on running his business...
..I got him back to having fun....
...and than ran around the store and got everyone else pumped up and cheerful.... got them to love their work again....
...it kinda shocked me....
...anyways...
good times...
....had by all...
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| Wow, so...
...totally...
...yeah...
wow
I'm kinda....
...having everything change...
...and I'm not worried about it....
...I dunno about Bethel, and I don't know what to do if not that...
...so I went to R-Hop today...
....and spent an hour or so there....
....wow...
...God met me...
....haha...
....yeah....
...I need to step out....
...I was sitting there...
worshiping... and praying...
...and then I saw a man...
...that I know...
...and I looked at him...
...and something kinda caught my... heart? I fyou will...
....and all of a sudden like... God starts telling me all tthese things
to say... go to him and pray for him and tell him this...
...and I'm like... uh....
....crap...
...that happens everytime I go to RHOP...
...and I know it's God, cause I know that that's what I'm called to...
...to just, be an instrument...
....to heal and deliver God's word....
anyways...
So than I got to thinking...
...my heart has been to go to Africa...
...and my heart has always been to to the kind of stuff that Reinhard Bonnke does...
...crusades...
...^like this...
....so I was thinking...
...maybe I should just...
....go...
...server in/under his ministry...
...and just... do it...
...I dunno, we'll see...
pray for me...
...I'm in a whole new level of faith... with no direction... haha
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| Why do I always want to move at a faster pace...?
.... why do I want to take control...?
When it is all God's...
...all in his control....
...be released....
...things work out so much better when you....
...let go...
...when it is time...
... God will open doors...
...and there will be no struggle...
...so...
...be released...
-Godspeed-
God be with you
With this...
...I'm walking away from Xanga, and Myspace...
and shall return, when the time is right...
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| ...So it is than...
...come to realize...
...I hate games...
...I'm tired of games...
...so this weekend....
...gonna initiate...
...talks...
...to end games...
...if no one objects...
...not that I think they will be successful now...
...but it's a start...
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| ...and all of a sudden I feel like I'm fighting for a lost cause.....
...I kinda feel small...
...and insignifigant....
....which I suppose I am....
...but, nontheless....
...wondering...
...what the hell...
So now....
... why do I keep fighting.... why should I try for those things, that, don't care....
....or atleast don't show they care....
....why?
I'm confused...
.....and now I'm actually angry...
...angry that people can't stand on their own two feet and be their own person...
not saying everyone should be separate from everyone else, but they
should be able to, be themselves... In God... the way he created you to
be... unique....
So tell me.... do I keep fighting, or do I walk away....
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